I UPDATED!!!!!! HAPPY?!!?!?

dammnnn...i've been so lazy to update this thing...we got mike-ox-small and livi adelia over here complaining cuz i haven't updated in a grip...nothing's really been happen'n anyways...or atleast i forgot...ahahah...but here it is...i might b skipp'in days and shit...but wateva [thinks.....] a couple days ago...lol...i forgot when...but i came home from skool...and went inside...phone rang and i picked it up...some dood called me and said that him and livi are coming over and i thought that it was raypha that was the one who called...so wateva...i waited...2 min. later...livi and mike show up...so i'm like wtF?!?!?!?...so wierd...never seen those 2 kick it before then all of the sudden they show up at my door step...nothing wrong with it and no offense ofcourse...so wat eva...we chilled at my house for a bit...waited for loc to come home so that i could go out and wat not...while we was waiting we chilled and ate chow mein and like at 3 w eleft my house to go to pocci's to get some bbt...played 13 while we was there for like a good 30 min. or so...i called tracy up to see if it was koo if we were to drop by and she said that it was koo...and when we left pocci's...i got the honor to drive livi's 04' civic coupe...kinna wierd...not used to the clutch cuz i've never driven a car with a full and good clutch before...all the ones that i've driven were freak'in bad worn out smelly ass clutch...got to tracy's house and we jus watched tv...played 13 again...went online for a lil bit...then i had to go home at 7... a day later came home from skool once again...called talitha and she had a day off...and she usually gets a day off on fridays...wierd...she came and picked me up...went bak to her house...chilled there till like 7 and while we was there was was dancing kinna...played music...ate pizza...watched "love don't cost a thing"...pretty good movie...nick cannon sucks at acting but christina mullian??...dammmmnnn...SHE GOT IT GOIN OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!!!...so damn fione...ahhaha...after the movie...i taught tracy,talitha, and aril how to do the "muscle" from the usher-yeah! video...ahahahhahaahah...funny shit... and that's all i remember...ohhh...and in skool...i gotta write an autobiography that has to b approx. 25 pages long...and it's due on the 21st...crazy huh???!?!?!...well fuk...ima go now...i updated...hope all u xanga losers are happy...geeeezz...get a life!!!...j/p!!!

dammnnn...i've been coughing so much...it's fuk'in kill'in me...feels like i'm boutz to cough my heart out...water and cough drops are like the only thing that can calm the cough down...but yea...i'd like to give a shout out...so here it goes...Thankyou TALITHA for giving me this wooooonderfullll cough...i'm really enjoy'n...lol....j/p...anyways...lately nothing's been happening...went to the doctors to get my throat checked up...the doc said that i have a viral desease that should go away soon...but i've had this ocugh for like the past 2 months or so...so he perscribed me this really strong cough syrup medicine but it makes u sleepy and it makes u drowsy...AND gives u an upset stomach...and i hate that...but wateva u no...so no i've been taking that medicine for 2 days now...and i don't see improvement...maybe it takes longer...fuk'in shit taste nasty too...it's like pure alcohol...i swear...

skool...it's been iight...actually doin funner shit in skool and plus junior's and seniors get 8:30 - 11:30 off cuz that's the time that the underclassmens gotta do some state testing like the WASL and the ITED...so yea...i'll b goin home or kick'in it at a homies house for those good 3 hours...but anyways...found out that i've been passing all my classes...fuk'in happy as hell cuz this don't happen every so often...i'm always failing atleast one class...but nope...i hope i'm getting atleast a 3.0...cuz good grades equal money...money equals freedom and freedom equals happiness...and that's wat we all want don't we?...lol...

family...it's been iight...ran into some problems...don't like them...tearing my heart apart...but wateva u no...we all go through this sometimes...where u feel that ur parents aren't supporting u anymore...or can't...u feel like ur jus all alone and on ur own...yelling and screaming at u for shit...them telling that ur useless and fuk'in stupid...but wateva...they take it up the ass to much...i'm a teenager...and my styles are different...i'm from a different generation...get used to it man...we're in america...not vietnam or wateva...at this point...that's wat i'm feeling...all i got are lil brothers that look up to me...i can't really do anything...can''t let out my anger...can't really tell them wats goin on cuz i'm scared that they're gunna feel the same...and since i'm experiencing it right now...i don't like it and it's somethin that i don't want them to go through...cuz it's really hard on me...all that independance...loneliness...it really kills u inside...feels so empty...but yea

this saturday...i'm hella look'in foward to HIN (Hot Import Night)...i wanna go and scope out some cars...and some import models most definitly...maybe go racing afterwards...but iunno if i can find a ride or a homie that i could tag along with...sad...but anways...yesterday...we had a power outtage...fuk'in pisssed me off...i had to go and set ALLLL of the clocks AGAIN...took so damn long...grrr...and my cuzin...he STILL doesn't have his power bak...sucks huh??...that's like almost 2 whole good days...no internet...no more cold food...heat or light...no tv...dammnn...i no he can't live without those man...but enough of that...i'm coughing like hell and it's 10:30 time to go take medicine and hit the sack for another...WWOOONNDERfulll day of skool ...syke...fuk'in hate waking up for this shit...

Go get this Album and support this guy till his shit goes platinum!...

Album Title - Inspiration

Track Titles -

01. Intro

02. She Bangs

03. Bailamos

04. Passion

05. I Believe I Can Fly

06. Hotel California

07. Can You Feel The Love Tonight

08. Two Worlds

09. Perseverance

10. Rocket Man

11. Free

12. Circles Of Life

13. Be Yourself

14. Y.M.C.A ft. The Gonnabees

15. Shake Your Bon-Bon

wow...been awhile since i've written in here...been lazy, busy, pissed and upset and shit bout everything...spring break is boutz to end real quick...it's boutz to b thursday but spring break felt like it jus started yesterday...gay huh??...shiiett...lets see...

[Saturday]

saturday morning i woke up at 8 to go to michaels house...got ready and everything, packed up and shit cuz i was gunna spend the night and when i got there his ass wasn't awake yet to open the door...so i had to break in kind of...ahahah...chilled there for a bit...around 10 or so when both kathy and mike woke up we all headed down to my mommie's shop so kathy and mike could get haircuts...after we all went to robs for a bit then went bak to mikes and chilled there till like 8ish...kathy came bak and picked us up to go to Champs Go-Karts...it was pretty tight...we all raced...i got in 4th...and my go kart was fuk'd up in the beginning too i unno y...my shit woodn't move...ahaha...we all were smashing into each other...jus fuk'ing around hav'n a good time...we left the place at like 10 and chilled out side for a bit while the other guys were pulling e-brake drifts in the parking lot...after kathy loc and mike went home and went racing with rob frank, rith some other people but i forgot their names...it was pretty tight even tho we spent like an hour jus chill'in at Cheveron...ahahah...cleaning car window with windex...lol...cuz it was kinna to early to show up at the races cuz early equals hella cops...and yea....hit up the freeway and went to kent...along the way we swooped up jonny and joey and yea...off to a big night we all went to...watch a couple of races...some pretty wacked up cars out there...ate jack in the box a couple of time...

[Sunday]

headed home from the races at 8 in the morning...and on the way home me and rob got pulled over for speeding...but it was koo tho...we got a warning...headed to tony's apartment and chilled ther for a lil bit and slept for like 15 min. cuz we had to go home...go home and michaels parents were home so me and rob and to chill in the car for like an hour or so cuz we had to wait for mikes parents to go to work or else i'd b in hella trouble if they knew i was out all night...so yea...jus drove around the naybor hood and park in the woods and spied...ahaah...finally got in at 10...ate and chilled...went online for a lil bit....went to Lowes to get some questions answered bout building a deck and how much it wood cost and shit...dropped kathy off at a finger nail place so she could get her finger nails done...after that...me loc mike kathy and rob went to go eat pho...it's like a weekly thing now...we all go and eat pho every weekend together now...pretty tight...visited talitha for a lil bit...went bak to mikes house and chilled there and my mom came and took me home...i finally got to sleep...man...felt so good i missed it...now my hours are fuk'd up and i'll b taking such long naps now...and i feel fuk'in tired as hell everyday and when i wake up from the naps that I b taking...i'll have a headache...sad...and it fuk'in sucks...o well...

[Monday]

i stayed home basically all day...i didn't do much...watched TV...cleaned the house...took care of thomas since he's sick

[Tuesday]

dallin, anne and vanna dropped by to visit me...haven't seen them in awhile since it's spring break and i haven't seen dallin since he moved so it was pretty tight...

[Wednesday]

today i went and took my Written License test...i fuk'in failed that shit by 2 problems...so pissed...but owell...got home told my dad bout it...and my dad started clowning on me and my mom goes...honey shut up...u failed it once too...aahhaahha...so that got him to shut up and walk away...ahahah...i wanted to go see " The Johnson's Vacation" but that never happened cuz my mom had people over...so she couldn't take me...but o well....

can't wait till this weekend...Honda-Tech car meeting at Alki...ahha...hella tight....go racing again with everyone...yest!!...can't wait...mommie's b-day is coming this sunday too (April 11) which is Easter Day...so iunno...prolly gunna take her out to go eat Dim-Sum or we gunna throw a party for her or something...i unnno but time to go...i'm getting sick of typing...ahahah....[]Deace

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL!!!

man april fools day SUCKED...freakin talitha's hella mean...we wrote bak and forth to each other and this is how it went...

<==Talitha==>

i got saam to tell u. only cuz i tell u errthang. n this mite disappoint u. but u did want me to tell u rite. well i told my mom about the whole dinda thing rite.. about how her mom acts n stuff like that. well she asked me if i wanna just go down there n keep her company. like rent an apt for me n her n then we can start a whole fresh new life. therefore dinda's life will be straight. n so will mine.. so i guess i made up my decision. n i am gonna go down there in spring break.. n my dad already typed my 2weeks notice thing for work already.. so i will be spending the rest of my high school there. ill go down there spring break. n then come bak for school here. n then rite wen summer starts i go bak. n i stay there. My parents are gonna send me money every month. n ima look for a job there. prbly banking too. n i hope they'll accept me cuz i have background in doing those stuff cha noh so yah.. but im not packing until end of school year.. iz kinda sad to leave people here.. cuz i became really close to all u guys u no. but it dont mean we'll stop being frenz. jzz gotta keep in touch rite. =] smile vu. smile ok. dont get all mad at me. be happy for me. member that.

[stupid liar]

 <==Vu==>

[sigh]...i woodn't get mad at u for moving...jus sad that's all...but if u do move away...all i want is 3 things from u well maybe 4... 1. phone call 2. e-mail if not a phone call 3. pictures 4. and u certainly have to come bak and visit me that's all...but yea...so ur leaving monday??...so we can't kick it??...how long are u gunna b gone for??...

[i'm all sad and shit]

<==Talitha==>

april fools u assbutt! dont get all saad with me kai. u think id leave u guys that soon choot. i love challz too much! haha jzz cuz i got family down there dont mean i aint got special ppL up here TOO! but i knew ud believe me. hahahahahah! feel better ok. i gotta do my work. n theres hella. MUSH LUV haha. that made me laugh

...now ain't that some fuk'd up shit??...got me all sad and shit...fuk'in grls...i HATE!! them...

anways...today...i wanna go do somethin but i don't no wat...i wanna go watch...:The LAdy Killer"...that movie looks tight haha...but i gotta go finish up some shit for class...[]Deace